I am very sorry some of my information is messy due to lack of sleep and i do not have the greatest memory so I have to ask him questions so I’m relying on most of the history information on him. it’s 130 in the morning here and i have not had much sleep for a couple days. I am terrified that I’m gong to lose him. He’s my S.O., my children’s father, my best friend, honestly, he is my everything. During the years that we split apart, i worried everyday about his “spot” but there was nothing I could do. I didnt even date anyone else during that time period. Ive never seen myself without him, and i never want to. I do not knowmuch about melanoma, so I need as much help as I can get.