I know it's hard, but your husband would have wanted you to go on and live and be there for your children. I had been with my husband for 31 years. I lost my best friend. The person I spent everyday with and I know how you feel, but he would have wanted me to continue to live. I'ts not easy but I've got to do it. I'm going to join a grief counseling class this week. I think it will help me to talk with others that have experienced a loss. You should look into something similar. I'll pray for you. We need to just take one day at time.
God Bless.
Rea
